just something

I was going to post a different blog. Something way different from what I am about to do.

I’m at my limit. I’m sick. My head hurts. My heart is being a prick teenager. I’ve been sneezing non-stop and it’s irritating the hell out of me. I’m tire of the shit in my life and the fact that I’m taking a lot of things for granted. Whatever. I’m over trying and I’m over being someone else. I’m done pretending everything is fine with everyone. Call me a child, but that’s your definition. To me, the fact that I’m able to admit something like this, makes me better. I’m finished with people who don’t want to care, with people who seem like they’re better than me or anyone else. I’m over having to hear names that irk me. I’m over pretending that seeing your face doesn’t annoy me. There’s nothing in the world I’d rather do than graduate and get the hell away from everyone I’ve known all my life. I’m done. I am so ready.

I don’t need the memories.

Let me tell you all the truth. I hate laughing about stupid shit. Smiling isn’t my forte or however you spell it. Feel free to correct me. I’m done with all the crap I’m being pulled into. I don’t give a shit… well I do but I don’t. It’s your life, make your own damn decisions.

God, I’m ready to see the light.